My birthday is today and I’ve already been bombarded with party ideas from Michael, Candice, and Whitney. Michael wants to have a private dinner...just the two of us. Candice decided she wanted to throw me a birthday bash at the community pool. Whitney took the liberty of trying to convince Michael to throw the birthday bash at his house. Well of course the three of them thought Whitney's idea was splendid and that is exactly what we all are preparing for. Candice and Whitney have dragged me to the mall to search for a new bathing suit and casual outfit for the party. I ended up buying the skimpiest little rosy pink bikini and tightest floral strapless dress. I know what you're thinking...how can I possibly have fun today after what happened between me and Colten no more than a week ago? Well let’s just say Colten has been keeping to himself when it comes to how he feels. He acts like everything since the day we met has never happened and that all of the words we have exchanged were never exchanged. 

“Colten has been acting so different lately.” Candice stated while watching me closely.

“Yeah.” I mumbled.

“Yeah, I don’t know what it is but he just keeps getting hotter and hotter the more I see him.” Whitney cooed. Candice laughed and playfully pushed Whitney.

“Oh yeah right, he’s always been hot, you just didn’t completely notice until you saw him at the pool you little slut.”

“I can’t help it the man has abs of steel.” Whitney blushed. “What I wouldn’t give to get a piece of him. Hey Cass do you mind if I…you know…”

“What? Huh? Uh I don’t care he’s not my boyfriend do whatever the fuck you want. Why did you even ask me that.”

“Oh yeah right, me and the rest of the squad has always known you had a little thing for Colten. I mean really…if it isn’t the fact that you like him then it sure as hell is sexual.”

“Oh my God Cass you mean to tell me you haven’t fucked him yet…God I would have fucked him and his brother right there in the mall, no introductions needed.” Whitney and Candice both laughed in unison. I stood there dumbfounded.

“Guys come on! Colten and I hate each other!”

“Who are you trying to fool…”

“No one because I have no reason to. You guys are some annoying bitches. Take me home.”

“I’m only saying Cassidy; this is not a love story…this is real life and you cannot let a hunk like that pass you by without at least SEEING how big his penis is. Just saying.

“Whatever Whit.”

Party Time

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The party started A little over a half hour ago and it seems like the whole school is here and then some…I had finally slipped out of my casual dress and made my way into my swimsuit. Michael stayed on my arm the majority of the night. The only time he didn’t cling to me was when a group of us got together to joke around.

“OKAY! SO I WANT TO MAKE A TOAST TO THE BIRTHDAY GIRL WHOM I HAVENT KNOWN VERY LONG BUT…”

“Shut up!” someone yelled loudly throwing a cup of beer on Jason one of the schools very popular running backs.

“Any other day Jason would beat the shit out of that kid.”

“Oh yeah, get a little beer in Joey and he feels invisible.” Michael commented.

“So Cassidy…now that you’re officially seventeen what is the first thing you’re going to do?” Colten asked brightly. I stared at him a little shocked by his question. Why? I don’t know why, I just was.

“Something spontaneous and fun that will make me smile every minute im doing it.”

“Really like what?” Michaels asked.

“Who cares! Cassidy I’ve got the greatest idea of what you can do…” 

“And I know what you’re going to say Whit and that is NOT an option!” I nearly squealed.

“Wait, hold on, what is she talking about?” Laney, another one of my best friends, asked.

“Something stupid!”

“Its not stupid…its spontaneous and fun and will make you smile.”

“God Whitney not everybody is a slut like you…go find your damn boyfriend.” Laney giggled.

“Whaaat I wasn’t even thinking about that Laney. You’re the one with the nasty mind.”

“Hey guys I’ll be back I got to go take care of something.” Colten jumped in, interrupting the conversation.

The Conversation carried on between me and my friends for another half hour but Colten never came back I didn’t notice until heard the song he sung a few weeks ago was playing. Everyone was laughing when some girl I don’t really know passed out next to me and grabbed the back of my bikini ripping one of the strings off. 

“Michael! Oh my God! Someone this girl needs to get to a hospital.” I yelled unconcerned about my bathing suit…uncaring whether or not my suit top is one swift movement away from revealing my breast.

“I’ll go call 911.” Someone yelled from the crowd. 

“No you dumbass! Its under-age drinking here, someone has to take her!.” I yelled. No one made the move to come get the unconscious girl so I kneeled down prepared to pick her up. Michael swiftly put his hand on my shoulder pulling me back up.

“I will take her. I don’t want you to do anything for your birthday.” He glanced down and smiled. “Also go up to my room and find you a t-shirt. I don’t want anyone seeing what I haven’t been allowed to see yet.” I laughed.

“Just hurry and get her to the hospital.” Michael got some guy to help him out with the girl and disappeared into the crowd with her. My first priority right now is finding a shirt before I burst out of this swimsuit. Grabbing hold of my breast I ran toward the house dodging many dancing couples grinding and dancing. I hurried upstairs and made my way to Michaels room. I quickly searched through his closet and found that all of his shirts were too big. Next I went to his drawers and found this white muscle shirt.

“Perfect.” Putting it on I made my way back outside but along the way got very curious. The door to Coltens room was cracked opened. I peeked and saw he wasn’t there and to me that is an open invitation to see what it looked like. 

Pushing the door open I glanced into a very peaceful-like room. The white walls were covered in paragraphs and more paragraphs of writing. On the wall closest to the closet there was an area where the floor raised about 5 inches to beautiful guitars. On the wall the has a window overlooking the backyard where the party is there was an oak dresser to match the floor length mirror across the room, the desk right next to that and the bedside table near a queen sized oak bed with a white and black comforter. I would never be able to tell this was Coltens room just by looking at the basics. I’d have to take in a count the décor on the walls in order to know it was his room. 

“What are you doing?” Colten asked. I jumped and almost tripped over a shoe that was laying on the floor.

“I uh…I uh…was looking for you.”

“Why?”

“So I can tell you that Michael had to take some girl to the hospital because she passed out and he said he will back soon.”

“Yeah.” He stared at me. It became uncomfortable to sit there under his stare.

‘Im just going to leave…” I tried to push passed him but he stood tall. Colten and I stood there in the threshold chest to chest. Colten walked forward taking me with him causing me to once again almost trip over his shoe. “What are you…” before I could get any words out I fell back onto something so soft it could have been a cloud. Colten stared down at me, all seriousness in every one of his features. “Colten?” He shook his head just before setting one knee on the bed next to my hip and leaning closer…watching me intently.

Oh God.

My cheeks burned with a blush im sure that would embarrass me. I felt his hand on my thigh slightly squeezing it. My body immediately responded but I wanted to protest. At least until he kissed me. I melted. My heart started pumping so fast I was sure I would go unconscious from it but I didn’t. Instead I pushed my body towards him a deepened the kiss. His tongue traced the inside of my mouth as if memorizing it from corner to corner. Colten positioned himself in between my legs and we were now laying on the edge of the bed, hip to hip. My mind was racing just as fast as my heart. Now this is something I would have never expected. He broke the kiss just so he could place sweet kisses on my neck and my shoulder. My body burned everywhere his lips touched. My lips, my neck, my stomach…my hip. 

“Colten, I…” I panted. He cut me short with another kiss to the lips right before he reached under the muscle shirt to grasp one of my naked breast. It took it a minute to register in my brain that he had gotten my bikini bottoms off. “Wait…wait!” I jumped up pushing him off of me and grabbing a handful of cover to shield him from any view of me. Colten glared at me, nothing but lust in his eyes. “Why are you doing this…” He looked away. “Colten…I’ve never really…” When turned his head back to me…understanding had taken his features. Colten lifted his shirt over his head revealing a fascinating set of abs. before dropping his jeans to the ground.

Oh God.

I refuse to look. I will not look!

He climbed onto the bed with me, taking the cover away right before reaching for Michaels muscle shirt. I cant believe im going to do this.

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The party had been over for hours and im pretty sure Michael has been back for a few hours also but I really didn’t notice. Colten and I spent many amazing hours together. He had really been gentle with me in the beginning but as things got heated and I got the swing of things, every bit of it picked up. 

Right now we are both in his bed spooning in the nude. I kept my eyes closed, all the while Colten was playing with my hair. I had given myself to him without so much as a second thought.

“Cass…”

“Hmm?”

“I want to be your one and only…” My heart stopped and I opened my eyes.”

“Why?” I asked, voice cracking.

“What the fuck kind of stupid question is that?” He asked flicking me in the head. 

“Ouch you asshole! That hurt!” Colten laughed.

“I’ve that quite a few times tonight.”

“Whatever…im serious though…why?”

“Because im in love with you Cass…It fucking killed me to see you wrapped around Michael 

all night. Just the thought of him doing what I just did to you made me want to hurt him…brother or not. I don’t want anyone else to have you.”

“I…” I tried to say it. I love you too Colten. It just wouldn’t come out. I know im in love with him too but why cant I say it. “I understand.” Colten pulled me closer.

“Take a nap…you’re going to need it for school in the morning.”

“But I have to get home…”

“I told your mom you were sleeping at Whitney’s”

“But your parents…”

“…Don’t even know you’re here.”

“We both need rest.

"Goodnight."

"Night."